So I recently started my new job at a grocery store. I worked front end bagging groceries. Everything started so fast and started goin down hill. The first issue I had was when I had to take work off because I’m disabled and I take psychiatric medication to keep me functional. I ran out of medication and I had to go to my doctor to pick it up. I called my boss (rickard) and asked could I pick my medication up and he said it was ok. Mind you my shift wasn’t until 1:30pm. My boss just told me to come to work after I picked up my meds and I did. I also needed that day off also to get groceries and I shop at the store i work at and when I came in he said something I can only describe as gaslighting. He said I worked from 11am when I didn’t get to there store around 2pm. He kept persisting I was in the parking lot pushing carts. And that everyone in the store saw me doing it. Like I’m low key doubting myself rn man. Another thing is we had this app that shows you your schedule. I been going through following this app since I started working. And I started on the seventh of this month. And I looked at all the hrs I worked and I saw nothing more than just a hundred when it’s impossible to have only a hundred dollar paycheck when I looked at all the hours I put in. I been very agitated verbally and physically wishing about how I felt at work. Sometimes I should also mention I’m autistic…. But I couldn’t mask anymore at work. (Small talk was met with yea it sucks that your boss don’t pay you for the hrs you worked while bagging groceries.) you get the picture and now we are here switch just broke the Camals back right before i literally just clocked out the manager asked to see me and one of the floor workers. Said I wasn’t suppose to clock out five minutes before work but I remember clocking out when it’s ten. Because that’s when the store closed. After he said that i literally walk to the breakroom grabbed my charger and walked out and went home. One of my coworkers (Katy) also kept ripping off the tag I wrote on the locker because I didn’t have a key yet because I just started working and they only had sticky notes. that coworker also said when she started working here people would eat her food or throw it out. I was also a costumer before I was an employee and I always felt I wasn’t welcome because I’m a person of color. And it’s makin me feel just bummed out. I feel I get taking advantage of sometimes because I do have a hard time distinguishing between whose really my friend or who really has good intentions. Rn I just smoked a blunt with my neighbors who I also can’t really tell if there intentions are good or bad. And I can’t fuckin stop thinking about how fucked up all this is man. I just needed to tell someone.