I received my bi-weekly salary today and the amount can only pay my rent.

I literally have nothing remaining for me to buy food and get other extra stuff. I’m crying because I have to ask relatives who are also in a very low income. Guys, how to get out of this nightmare? I’m going numb and can’t take this life experience anymore. These jobs are stripping out my soul. I want to get out, how to finally find something that can pay me enough to pay for my dream and not live to work? Is this done on purpose? Help, I need advice please…