I’ve told my boss time and time agajn that I’ve needed to take time off and that I’m seriously burnt out. She never listens, and does this to my other coworkers who have also said they have needed time off for whatever legitimate reasons and she just does not care. She went and scheduled me Monday-Friday the entire month of April and that leaves me absolutely no time to do the things that I need to go.
I’m going through a crisis right now and need an insane amount of therapy and help but she literally does not care nor listens and now I’m stuck working the entire fucking month of April where as her fucking “friend” that she recently hired gets a full two weeks off so the two can fuck off on vacation together. I have 45 hours in vacation time and now she’s giving me bullshit and only gave us a few hours notice before she went and made the schedule. I was literally going to submit my time yesteday and she already went and made the fucking schedule. Her response is “ohhh we’ll just let me know for next month(May) then and she did the same fucking thing for April when I clearly told her I have a situation going on – obviously I do not want to give details(it is serious and I need help) because it’s none of her fucking business.
In order for me to ask for time off I have to book it a month in advance apparently and give full intimate details on why I need it. I am beyond upset but I need the money to move out. This job will literally be the end of me. I take Advil and I drink everyday just to deal with it all. My coworker today was like stop with the Advil you’re going to fuck up your liver I’m just thinking to myself girl you don’t even know how much I drink each and every week on top of it. I am probably going to end up severely ill quite soon.
Apparently or so it seems to this place, fuck your physical and fuck your mental health this place is number one. What is the fucking point of giving your employees benefits then when you can’t even fucking use them.
Sorry. I needed to rant. I’m already having some really bad thoughts about things I won’t mention here hence this is the internet. I don’t know what to do and something really serious is going on with me I won’t go into details about the situation because i don’t believe anyone will believe me, but it’s bad and I’ve basically been “targeted and stalked” by someone and something bad, this is outside of work but I need time off to address it and I’m not about to give her or anyone details about the situation. I don’t know what to do and I’m about to give up on life completely. My whole life is one big trap and this job is just trapping me even further. I give up at this point.