I've been working at this company for almost a year and i can't take it anymore.
I hate the job, i hate my clients and ever since management changed things have been terrible. Im an immigrant and this is the first time i was able to land an office job 9-5 and to be honest i miss working as server sometimes.
Im always stressed, i make minimum wage + comission which helps, but at what cost. Im working in an industry i know nothing about, nor care. Everyone that works with me is an Elon Musk fanboy and my boss has the corporate boot so far up his ass that it's impossible to have any normal human conversation with him. He only talks in corporate and annoys us all day long.
The pressure to keep performing at a high level is eating me alive, the executives literally said today on a meeting that, even thought the market is stagnant, we should still be selling normaly and staying longer if needed to reach our goals.
Im looking for another job, but i still haven't found anything. I have a couple of months of rent saved up and I'm debating just quitting and spending the time I would be working applying to each and every job i can find, but im scared of not finding anything and my partner can't afford to pay full rent.
I can also half ass it and get fired but im afraid it'll damage my reputation with future opportunities. I just don't know what to do and i feel like a failure for wanting to give up.