I was at my company, a massive institution that’s very well known, for 2 years. From the get go it was a shit show but I kept on thinking “maybe I just need to give it a chance”. There was gaslighting, “miscommunications”, lack of clarity, no one was on the same page, when J first started I didn’t have a phone or an office, my job title changed constantly and it got to the point that my hair started falling out in chunks and I got diagnosed with another chronic condition. I was having a hard time with my new meds and on a temporary accommodation where I was threatened constantly and accused of not doing my job, and then called in while on accommodations, to be told again I’m not doing my job, then retaliated against. I also got demoted for complaining and my former employee became my manager. I filed formal complaints and went on FMLA because I was seriously scared I was going to get institutionalized the abuse was so bad and I needed time to myself. Once I got on leave, I lost 10 pounds, my hair stopped falling out, I was able to get out of bed, excited etc. so I resigned effective immediately the day before I was due to return. They didn’t respond. They are so deep in my head I actually feel guilty. Help.