And I feel like I’m about to have a panic attack lol.
I’ve been the only employee at a non profit since Feb. closely working the ceo/founder who is emotionally volatile and so difficult to work with. I ran and managed programs of 160+ participants alone. Case management as well.
Many days dreading to go in. Watching my boss let go of hard working people because they stood up to her. As I sat quietly because I did not want to be let go. I’ve seen many injustices this org makes. Prioritizing money and the numbers rather than the individuals of the programs. Cutting costs in stupid ways.
Watching my white cis lady boss not understand why EID training is needed for volunteers working with our POC youth. Wanting to get a white guy to alk about race. Refusing to hire volunteers that are Spanish speaking when 50 % of the participants are Spanish speaking. Oh also I’m the only Spanish speaking employee! I’ve seen her be rude and hostile to me when she’s stressed, treat me like I’m an idiot.
Today her only employee is resigning. And I hope it sits with her. No amount of $ can make me stay to work with her. 1.5 years is enough time.