I’m thinking I should create my own job at this point. I’m fucking tired of applying to jobs and getting ghosted.

I'm losing the will to be positive. I'm exhausted mentally, physically and emotionally. I'm sick of recruiters calling me about jobs and then rejecting me mid call because I didn't meet their standards. You told me you had my resume in front of you, you should fucking know I don't have that type of experience. Also I never applied for job in the first place. I'm getting sick of this shit.