I 22 F have started engaging in the female domination lifestyle in early 2022. Through being an online dominatrix, I have made sufficient money. It pays better than any fresh grad job I’ve been offered. I make approximately, on average, ~$2300 a month and I don’t spend too much time on it. It just feels like I’m chatting up with men. I don’t do any nudity and I don’t show my face either. I genuinely enjoy it.
Recently, I’ve been let go from a TA position I was offered as they were over staffed. I was happy. I hated that job and when they let me go, I felt as if they did me a favor. I now have decided to focus on being an online dominatrix full time for now or until I figure out what I want to do in future. But everyday that passes by, I feel very guilty for not contributing to society in the way others are. All my friends have real jobs and are struggling. My mental health wasn’t great when I was working as a TA, but now, I just feel useless.
I feel blessed to be able to make money like that. I really struggled when I was in a work environment. I was counting the hours until home time. But everything feels pointless