My work are finding more faults with me and now are putting me on a performance plan potentially, right after I’ve asked t hem for accommodations for neurodiversity. I feel so exhausted and stupid for running myself into the ground for this job only for them to turn round and do this. Every job I’ve been in has been terrible and I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so tired. Maybe I shouldn’t exist because for whatever reason my brain can’t mimic and do what they want because it’s never good enough.