Recently started my first real 9 to 5 Adult Job and I honestly already lost all my lifegoals, now I just wanna die.
I started to romanticize death so much, all I can think about is death, how great it would be to never work again, never have to Wake up again, how it could be done, how could it go wrong, thats basicly all I can think about.
If Im standing at some great height I have an urge to just jump
Is that normal for an adult?