every day i wake up, dread going to work, today i am crying because i hurt my knee last work week and it hurts still and everything just feels bleak. all day every day before the injury i’ve fantasized about getting out of work by either spontaneously combusting or swerving into traffic. are these intrusive thoughts normal? they’re impeding my ability to comfortably work my job and i just dread being there all day and feel trapped. i am a driver for amazon, if this gets me fired i’ll cry. i’ve already had several mental breakdowns at work, called in sick three times so far and been here for three months. i’ve felt this way with every single job and suffer from depression and anxiety