I enjoy my job and I am good at it, it involves looking after people I care about so I see it as more then just a job sometimes. Management are so nice to my face and have called me into meetings to say how good I am. Though they done some little things and its boiled over to make me pissed, here's the list:
-I do lots of overtime, my mum said I should be checking my pay check to ensure I'm paid for it all, I check and I've been underpaid 12 hours and 18 hours holiday been wrongly removed from my allowance, no problem I talk to admin and they say they'll check it all up, nothing for 2 weeks, I don't mind, I send and email for an update, they say to wait until my next paycheck next month it may show up, it doesn't and then I say so and I hear nothing, I feel too awkward to keep following it up which sounds silly but I hate any confrontation at work and having any tension so it easier said then done and im left just feeling resentful (its been months since idc about the money anymore)
-every staff member has every other weekend off, in 6 months I've had two weekends off! as it cheaper for them to have me working at the weekend
-they've been low on staff at night times, ive covered quite a few nights for months and soon am doing two weeks of just night shifts as someone is on annual leave, I didn't sign up to work nights
-also was made someones key worker three days before their birthday and have been worryingly trying to organise it all on my days off for them
– and the last straw the thing that has truly annoyed me, ive been put down to work Christmas, a day really important to my family, we could put down if we wanted to work Christmas, Christmas Eve, New Years day, New Years eve, you have to put down two days, I put down New Years eve and day, got my rota today and ive been put down to work all four, and I saw what everyone wanted to work and it was equally spread so I don't understand how I am down for Christmas, you'd think working all the weekends and covering nights would count for something
I know I should say I'm not happy with the Christmas thing but I do not know how like I actually cannot deal with any confrontation like at all AT ALL now I need to figure out how to write the most polite email in the world saying i'm upset to be able to have my opinion heard otherwise this resentment will affect my work and they'll never know I'm not happy, just needed to get this off my chest
(also its the same pay to work Christmas, weekends and nights so no benefit in working all these occasions)