I know most of us are feeling this way and it’s nothing new but I really might explode if I don’t vent.
Fuck this. All of it.
Working 6 days a week barely scraping by, let alone dreaming of being able to chip away at my debt. Spending my one day off in bed because I’m too mentally and physically exhausted to have hobbies or even keep up with my household chores.
Working in a tipped position at the mercy of the privileged. I could literally kiss some of these wealthy geriatric asses and they still tip like it’s the 90s.
Got sick from conditions at work this weekend, had to call out. Spent hours of time and money I don’t have to get a doctors note when I just needed to be home resting. Still had to try to get my shift covered. Tipped position again, so no workers comp.
After they fired half the staff without first hiring replacements, so those of us who they “like” are now punished with being overworked and not having any room for time off requests, even for one fucking night for a family function that I gave more than a month’s notice on.
I’m just over existing. And no, I don’t want “help” for my “mental health”. I don’t need pills forced on me to “cope” or “find ease in my daily life”. It’s the fucking system that’s broken, not me or any of us that dare to face the reality.
Fuck.