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Just tired.

First up, I’m ok, just feel like venting. I’m sorry if this puts any unnecessary negativity out there, just trying to get a few things off my chest. These days it feels like the harder I try, the harder things get. I quit drinking, yet my moods and energy levels are in the dumps. I’m trying to cut back on my expenses but prices keep going up. I don’t buy luxury items, just food, yet every time I even do that I get this icky feeling like I’ve been scammed. And I’m lonely, it’s not even dating so much as having a stimulating conversation with someone who’s emotionally intelligent. I’m lonely, so I try more to reach out to people, but the more I reach out the less I get back. I don’t know, I don’t have the energy right now to paint colorful prose about how it all is.…


First up, I’m ok, just feel like venting. I’m sorry if this puts any unnecessary negativity out there, just trying to get a few things off my chest.

These days it feels like the harder I try, the harder things get. I quit drinking, yet my moods and energy levels are in the dumps. I’m trying to cut back on my expenses but prices keep going up. I don’t buy luxury items, just food, yet every time I even do that I get this icky feeling like I’ve been scammed.

And I’m lonely, it’s not even dating so much as having a stimulating conversation with someone who’s emotionally intelligent. I’m lonely, so I try more to reach out to people, but the more I reach out the less I get back. I don’t know, I don’t have the energy right now to paint colorful prose about how it all is. I just feel like I don’t have a role to play in society and it’s sad because I feel like I’ve got a lot to give. I dunno, just tired.

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