Work vent lol lonely
I just started a new job recently and it us very demanding because of coperate. Which in returns makes our managers mean or stressed etc. We are suppose to meet a daily quota ,but personally I find it hard to care when I make minimum wage. There are way too many rules and the task need to be timed. The guy at work had a crush on me ,but I don't care to date right now and I only date to get married these days. I am trying to keep this job long term . It just frustrating because my manager is younger then me and will freeze and text in the middle of store with customers around lol. I guess I just find it very hard to be okay at work and be Friendly when IRL life stinks n dealing with my toxic negative mom and no support , friends or car etc. It kind of sad because no one ask me anything so it get kind of draining trying to be friendly etc. F 28 I literally have a different name for work so I can try to decompartmentalize. Plus I can't even have random accomendation like using a notebook. My managers is suppose to write My reminders for me ,but I am suppose to remind her to do that lol . Considering she doesn't have a good memory either .