I'm talking about me of course
Silly of me to listen to all the adults that said “put in the work now so you can live easy later”. I put in the work, and the best thing I achieved is financial insecurity and getting thrown into the absolute hell that is modern day job searching. I sacrificed my childhood, teenage years, college years, and early adulthood for this
All the sweet little lies I've been told. It never gets easier, does it? Why did I think that it would? Once I get a job its just going to be the same shit 3-5 years later. You could be the most skilled and intelligent person in the world and can still get rejected because you weren't a “culture fit” because you breathed wrong during the interview or some other superfluous bullshit like that.
The fruits of your labor? That doesn't exist, its just exploitation all the way down. Companies will just milk you until you're dead. Keep the people desperate so they stay in line. Never stop learning, because if you do maybe you'll realize how pointless this all is. If I knew I had to deal with all this shit anyway, maybe I would've lived a little.
I'm so fucking tired.