Sorry this is just me venting. I work at a grocery store and it's literally the most miserable, soul draining, annoying job I've ever had. I'm saving for school so I can't afford to be unemployed and I'm waiting to be hired somewhere else before I can quit. Somehow applying to jobs feels exhausting and even though I hate this place I keep picking this job over things that are more important to me. I wish I knew why I'm like this and why I care about being liked at this place. Even during family emergencies I can't bring myself to call off and I hate myself for it.