I have an abusive manager that hates everything I do, just because it’s me that did it. I’ve asked for help/training and was basically told that I’m a lost cause so she’s given up, but all of my work is used when I pretend it’s done by someone else. I’ve been working here for a 1yr contact that was supposed to be renewed. I’m not sure why I didn’t just ask for regular employment because now I can’t apply for any benefits when I inevitably lose my job. The previous person in my role had a normal full time employment agreement plus he got a holiday bonus (his experience working here was similar to mine but the manager hates him significantly less).
I’m so anxious about tomorrow that I’m struggling to sleep even though I’ve known this was coming for a while and also hate this job. I’m less than one month away from being unable to support myself and can’t even access unemployment because I was too dumb to understand that my contract was weird. Should I bother asking for a holiday bonus (we have a lot more money than last year)?