My job is killing me, quite literally. I have to stay for a few more months. I am trying my best to just do my job and go home, but work is following me home now.
I can usually enjoy my evenings after work, but mornings are terrible. For the last few weeks I've been waking up at least 30 mins before my alarm, with either a terrible stomachache, chest pain, fast heart or a lump in the throat. Sometimes multiple of those or all of them. I try to stay in bed and calm myself down. But I just toss and turn and then finally give up and get up for the day. I guess the dread of going to this job is just getting to me.
I genuinely can't handle this. I have to stay for a couple more months. Minimum 2. But im gonna spend it feeling like total dog shit.
Shoutout to toxic jobs.