You would think my issue with work is pay or managers or just corporate in general. No its not that. My managers are great and play defence for us to corporate. I just found out one of my work friends im close to took their own life. I am holding it together till the end of my shift because I cant afford to leave early.
If i was paid a liveing wage I would have said FUCK ALL YOU CUSTOMERS and gone home. Instead i am still here trying to sell installation to people who don't want it. On top of trying to not let surviors guilt get to me. She was younger than me by a few years and we bonded durring training. Hung out rarely outside of work. I will be fine hopefully.
Tldr; work friend commited suicide and because I am BEARLY paid a living wage I cant afford to go home.