Antiwork

I’m a degree earned aerospace engineer, but I’m female, and weird. I think I won every job I had because they were filling in their token gender equity efforts rather than merit or history. I’ve been fired from every job I had – literally don’t know why but it always ended with me being traumatized after being mobbed and bullied for so long. I’m 44F and felt that there was nothing left that I could do. I was burned out and I had a shitty experience in the workplace. I have a dead bedroom relationship so I had some weird 40’s revelation/ mid-life crisis during the pandemic and put my last survival cash into sculpting weird sex toys – with a purpose. Due to my early trauma, and ongoing work inequities, sexuality has become a serious issue for me. It has been a major block in my life from reaching…