Antiwork

Hi folks I'll jump right into it. I've struggled with abuse of my ADHD medication for a long time now. I have a psych whom is too ready and eager to prescribe, and open to your own suggestions too. Case in point, I take Mydayis–16 hr version of adderall. Maximum FDA approved dose is 50mg. I am prescribed 150mg. 90 pills a month. I'm only supposed to take 125mg a day. This leaves me with 15 extra pills a month, which have stockpiled overtime and I regularly take extras. Plenty of occasions I've taken around 200+ mg a day, have probably done worse in the past especially when I used to combine it with ephedrine. Now the whole reason I had to be prescribed so much was that I abused it to the point where a 'normal' dose wouldn't work, of course any time I had access to extras or…

Hint : Its not working

So my job has zoom meetings about 5-8 times per month. I never have anything to say in the meeting because I believe in talking to people one on one should I ever have gripes or something to bring up. I would just address the person directly. But the manager keeps calling me out by saying “there you go all quiet again” or “there you go in the quiet corner”. Mind you he never does this to anyone else in the meeting. But when I talk to him one on one he’s tolerable. Recently I have started asking a couple questions in the meeting just to shut him up, but it hasn’t changed anything. what do you think this is about?? You can’t force someone to talk or be extroverted….I don’t like small talk and I don’t feel the need to talk if I have nothing to say