Since two weeks I work in a new office with 25h per week. The amount is fine but I do not understand why I am so tired, like I am really exhausted. I really feel like I am antiwork (lol).
Before I started the job I was unemployed but I worked on private creativity stuff for several hours a day, sometime more than I work now. I was happy and had lots of energy and I felt like I am. Glowing. (I can't earn money from it, is I need a normal job) now my eyes hurt, I am tired, no energy, headache and I just want to lay down and do nothing. It is so hard for me. I also prefer being on my own and working alone but I work in a bigger office. The people are really nice but I do not know, but sometimes I think it just the people around me who consume my energy. I do not like to be among lots of other people.
But well, I need a job to pay bills so of course I will and need to continue this job.
But I feel Like this typical gen z person, who can't handle work life or stress – how people always assume… And yeah, maybe I can't. Maybe I have an anti work mindset. : 'D
I kinda feel ashamed that I am not able handle everyday life in a productive and less tired way even because I do not work much ours.
I don't know if it's important: But I suffered by depression. It is “healed” but my mental health reacts very deeply as soon as something does not feel good. I work less to protect my mental health and to not suffer again from depression. But know I need to handle the tiredness and everything else before the depression may come back.
Do you any tips or experience?