Hi everyone. English is my second language.
I work in finances for 5 months, call center. I do transactions on huge amounts (400k for example), help with forms and anything that first line can do.
We had shity training, we were basically learning during calls. The money is wonderful, team is also good. But I am stressed all the time. Sometimes I smoke a whole package of cigarettes, rarely eat, don't enjoy my weekends and take lots of pills prescribed by psychiatrist.
I hate the money. I hate the fact that we have to earn it to live, it is mandatory. I hate how people have to work no matter if they are sick or lost someone. I had overspending money problem, now I don't, I can't look at the money, I offered my best friend she can take it all.
I guess my question is: should I bear with it because of the benefits yada yada yada? Should I look for other job that pays minimum wage but might be less stressful (not necessarily). People tell me to stay. I am torn, I really am.