I’m currently a father of multiple children. I’ve been working in transportation for the past couple years. I attempted to this year enlist into the military only to have a nurse who saw me for 30 minutes in 2018 and a doctor see me for 5; ruin my chances at ever being able to serve my country and get a better way of life than I currently have or can have where I live.
I’m at a point where the only thing that keeps me going are my children. I wish there was something I could do. I’ll never be able to own a home or go to college. I feel defeated and don’t even want to seek mental health support as that is what landed me in this mess.