just wanted to vent. i just started having thoughts of just kms while working. i wonder if anyone else feels this way. i just started a new job and the amount of stress and how much they rely on me day to day the pressure really is immense. already getting talked to by the manager and it really doesn’t make my experience better. ik life itself is sacred as we only get one life but i just be having these suicidal thoughts wondering if ill be happier that way. i was tearing up while working trying not to let them flow. it takes a lot of mental strength just to keep going.