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super lazy but im worried about financial

24 but extremely lazy in work, but at the same time, I am worried about financial too. It’s not like I cannot afford 3 meals a day without working but I’m just too worried about the future. But most of the time, I just want to quit, especially the moment I opened my eyes every morning. It honestly made me feel stressed out. Actually my current job is not THAT hard, but I just couldn’t handle constant communication with other people. I know that it’s weird but I just don’t know why. People would think that I’m weird or lazy when I said that I don’t like to communicate with new people. I would still do it if I’m forced to (like now, I have to do it because it’s part of my job), but I’m genuinely not happy about it. I’m aware that most of the jobs require verbal…


24 but extremely lazy in work, but at the same time, I am worried about financial too. It’s not like I cannot afford 3 meals a day without working but I’m just too worried about the future. But most of the time, I just want to quit, especially the moment I opened my eyes every morning. It honestly made me feel stressed out. Actually my current job is not THAT hard, but I just couldn’t handle constant communication with other people. I know that it’s weird but I just don’t know why. People would think that I’m weird or lazy when I said that I don’t like to communicate with new people. I would still do it if I’m forced to (like now, I have to do it because it’s part of my job), but I’m genuinely not happy about it. I’m aware that most of the jobs require verbal communication no matter what, but I just want to find a WFH job and maybe I wouldn’t be that stress about it? I’ve talked about it to my boss that communication is the hardest part for me but she doesn’t seem to care much (which is understandable). And I also get stressed out when my boss just raises her voice at me, even just a little, Idk why I’m that sensitive, it’s not that big of a deal but I would get so stress over it and cry. I have my partner who’s actually willing to provide me but I’m just scared that I’m gonna lose the salary amount if I just resign, he earns around 2-3 times more than me but in my country, it wouldn’t be enough yet for 2 person. I do believe that he can get more in the future but I just get scare sometimes and think about every single possibility, what if this and that happen. Also I feel bad for my parents, although they don’t need me to provide for them but I just feel bad. Am I just too dramatic over little things? I’m aware that some things just sound stupid, but I just need a little bit of advice.

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