(Throwaway account for privacy)
I had a dental procedure done earlier this week. My doctor told me I should be clear to return to work after 3 days, so that’s what I requested off. I’m on the schedule to work tomorrow but my recovery has been more difficult than expected, I’m still experiencing a lot of pain and swelling, and having a lot of difficulty eating. I’m still pretty dependent on the prescription pain meds to get through the day, but I cannot drive to work or perform my work duties while I’m taking these meds.
Despite all this, I’m terrified to call off. I have PTO saved up, so on paper I won’t be penalized for it as long as I let them know ahead of time (I’ll have to call this afternoon) but I know I’ll be putting my coworkers in a difficult position, and management won’t be happy about it. I know I can’t work at my full capacity if I do go in, I’ll be in too much pain without my meds to actually be much help. But I can’t help but feel guilty and scared. I work for a company that’s known for guilt tripping employees who call off, even with a justified medical reason.
I guess I’m just here to rant. Have someone tell me it’s okay. I don’t know. I’ve called off maybe 2-3 times in my entire 3 years at this job, and always for a good reason. I just know I’m going to be stewing with anxiety the entire day and regretting taking an extra day to rest and recover.