I can’t live like this. I have to admit that I don’t really like my job and I feel guilty about it because the pay is incredible and the job is so laid back. But I just hate coming in and dread the beginning of the work week at the end of every weekend. I feel physically ill. Last night, I slept a total of two hours because I’m so anxious about going in again.
I’m trying to change my mindset and just be grateful that I even have the job but i cannot seem to shake the feeling that I’m wasting my time away…