Im sure there are complaints like this all the time. But I just needed to vent and ask what I should do ?
For starters the concept of working until im dead is overwhelming. I don’t want to do this anymore. It’s not worth it and never has been. I 23(m) have been working since I was 12-13 years old. Now im just at my limit. I’m tired of dealing with shitty coworkers. Getting bashed and having to smile in their face. Explaining why I need to call out even if I’m sick etc. I feel like a big kid getting bullied. Most people will say switch jobs . I did retail to restaurant work and now im currently in the medical field. And it’s all the time I get tired and feel like im going crazy. No matter what job. I try to plan things for outside of work as motivation but it just gets me more upset/sad. I spend over 40+ hours a week of my life at work and then the little bit I do have im sleeping or trying to do something I enjoy if not errands.
I miss sleeping in. Summer doesn’t feel like summer. I miss spending time with my family or just gaming for days straight. I miss taking walks in the day and just getting lost in my city. Yes I can still do these things but with restrictions. It’s not the same and i honestly don’t know what to do. I don’t want to work but I have literally HAVE too just like everyone else. Well not everyone since there’s people never have to worry about. I’m so tired of spending most of my days/nights at work. I wish I could take a week or two off but it’s not possible. I feel like a puppet and honestly im scared im just going to snap one day and quit. Which is something I never want to do without a plan.
I’m not even expecting answers or advice but I do appreciate anyone that read this 🤎