In my corporate job I pretend to be the person they hired with a personality fit for the role. It's not hell but there are times I cannot put on this act anymore. I only have this job because I cannot afford to live or even pay off my debt by working in other fields I'm qualified/experienced in. I'm extremely responsible financially but don't come from a rich family and fully support myself. Which I'm proud of.
I leverage the WFH flexibility to pursue interests and education I'm passionate about instead throughout the day. Unemployment earlier this year made me realize how much time I could be using in my day doing things I actually care about and want to live my life for instead.
Everyone says to pursue your passions. I've tried to work jobs in these areas before but the pay is so bad (even if you're highly experienced) I wouldn't even be able to cover bare minimum expenses. I found almost everyone in those jobs are relying on someone else to pay these bills and afford housing (family or partners). Which is not an option for me.
All in all I feel like I'm living a double life because I don't have another choice. I'm considered lucky but it's exhausting. I'm sure I can't be alone in this?