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working 50-60 hours the past couple of years, soul is crushed

So I'm one of those people who didn't have a plan once they turned 18 because I didn't think I'd get there. Lived at home for a while, worked three jobs at some points, moved out, continued working 50-60 hours, went a whole month without a day off because of shitty management. Now I work 10 hour days (50 hours a week) and it's so depressing. I'm finally making a decent wage but I'm spending my whole life on work and it physically pains my heart. I have four hours of free time a day, two before work and two after (sometimes more if I go to bed later). How can I take care of myself ? How can I do anything? It's soul crushing. I have no hobbies and people don't understand. Why get myself excited about hobbies I don't have time to keep up with? Why start projects…


So I'm one of those people who didn't have a plan once they turned 18 because I didn't think I'd get there. Lived at home for a while, worked three jobs at some points, moved out, continued working 50-60 hours, went a whole month without a day off because of shitty management. Now I work 10 hour days (50 hours a week) and it's so depressing. I'm finally making a decent wage but I'm spending my whole life on work and it physically pains my heart. I have four hours of free time a day, two before work and two after (sometimes more if I go to bed later). How can I take care of myself ? How can I do anything? It's soul crushing. I have no hobbies and people don't understand. Why get myself excited about hobbies I don't have time to keep up with? Why start projects ? I don't have time to keep up with it. I can't do this for the rest of my life. I can't do this for much longer.

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