Just wanna say that I will be walking out of this job shortly. I am completely isolated every night and it is truly affecting my mental health so bad. I made some terrible mistakes growing up and now at age 30, I am realizing how horrible it is to work here.
Shitty pay, toxic demeaning isolating environment, only co worker is a 70 year old woman who does nothing while I'm pretty much doing 2 jobs in 5 hours. My mental health has never been so bad. I never want to sweep or mop floors ever again for the rest of my life.
Used to be 10 workers at night and people my age so at least I could not feel so alone. Now there's no one and I feel like a total loser. Every day I wake up with extreme anxiety, regret and stress.
I will be walking out soon and just ghosting them. I know if I tell them I'm leaving, they will try to convince me to stay but I truly cannot do this anymore for the life of me.
I would rather be on welfare at this point, in context I work 50 hours every 2 weeks and only make $600. I still live at home and have a fair amount of savings so there really isn't a reason to stay anymore. I'm doing this job to get myself out of the house, it's close to home and I work with zero supervision but I'm realizing it's just making things worse.
I'm sorry if this is the wrong thread for venting but I hate this so fucking much now. They've added 12 extra responsibilities on top of me in 5 hours while the other worker does nothing in the same amount of time.
I'm so fucking depressed and miserable. Should I give them a notice or just stop showing up? Every day I contemplate walking out.