Hey there, the title is pretty self-explanatory.
I'm 21 I've worked here and there as part time jobs but not anything long term. I'm currently suffering from a mental condition that I don't know what exactly it is, the 7+ doctors I've been to don't know what it is and is making my life hell. Sleeping schedule doesn't exist, I have suicidal thoughts all time and for the first time in my life I have isolationist tendancies, I don't want to be around friends and family. I even took a break from university for this kind of issue.
I don't know what to do, if I was a woman I would probably head to sex work but as a gender fluid man I don't have this luxury.
I'm in constant dispair and I need advice, the working conditions in my country are non existent(Greece) and If I end up with an abusive employer I may lose my sanity….
This is a cry for help guys.