Remove if not allowed, I'm usually just a lurker here.
This feels so damn weird to me. I (17, almost 18) have been working for about a year now, mostly at a certain vacant lot snatching halloween store but a few odd ball retail stores in between spooky seasons to fill that gap. When I first started I genuinely felt good about working, it gave me somthing to do and made money, but now just the sheer thought of having to go into work is making me so anxious that it's causing flareups in certain disabilities of mine.
I want to work, not cuz I like to but because just like everyone I need cash but the toll it's taking is insane. Does this happen with everyone?? Is this just what the working world is?? A weird circle of being too anxious to contently work with moderate ease but constantly needing to for the sake of having a same bank account balance??