I am not even going to live that long tho. Im only 26 and have been slaving away for about 3 years and am already fucking sick of it
And I don't even have anything to show for it. So really it's not like I have an incentive to keep on going.
Every single cope I ever had has run its course. Plus, I'm no one significant so I'm just some atom in the universe.
It's fucking infuriating that non-rich people get to reproduce and bring innocent people into poverty. Like, if I was rich, 95% of all my problems would be resolved pretty quickly actually. But nope. I am
- broke
- got terrible genetics (health conditions, looks, etc)
- as a result of these 2 pretty much fucked for life
I literally just got done bashing my parents for bringing me into this mess. I told them what an utter failure they are. Which they truly are. Simply pathetic. Of course they're mad as fuck but I don't give a shit.
Nothing matters any more. They are broke so I am broke. They have horrible genetics so I do too.
Rant over.