I am so unmotivated and hopeless feeling. The work grind is never ending. There's no security, no peace of mind. Life in today's world is a constant struggle.
When I was younger I used to be full of hope, optimism, determination, and I've just about lost all of that. I don't really see an end in sight.
I feel, for as long as I've been alive I've been exploited and I continue to be each and every day. So much of my life feels out of my control.
I've been struggling for so long, I forget how old I am. So many years of my life are gone now and I'll never get them back.
My time is running out yet I'm supposed to keep fighting, keep learning and acquiring new skills so I can work to make someone else rich.
I'm just tired. I no longer have the energy to do all this stuff. It all just feels so pointless.
I've worked hard to get as far as I have and I get by but I am so unmotivated and demoralized. I be thinking about assisted suicide and those gas chamber pods they have in Switzerland.
I'd likely never go through with any of that, but I just don't see things getting better.
When I'm too old to work I feel it may be one of the best options and that's one of the saddest things. Working your whole life so you can die peacefully and with a little dignity via a suicide pod.
I'm not sure what there is to look forward to. We work our lives away to pay bills and then we die. Am I missing something?
How do you all push onward? What keeps you motivated to keep going to work and living in this cycle of life everyday? Doesn't it just feel tiring and pointless? When will it end? When will things get better?
I find myself constantly looking for hope or signs that things are changing, but I'm not seeing them.
I see plenty of posts and news articles pointing out the dysfunction and hypocrisy, I just don't see things changing.
It's all just getting so old, and I am too. I'm just fed up and frustrated. I want a sense of security, hope. I want to feel free.