Several years ago I worked security at a university hospital.
I was new and working on lock ups for various posts as I learned them.
Lock ups are about what you would think, making sure specified doors were locked.
I kept getting in trouble at each new posting after a few days for missing doors. One in particular got me good. I was told I missed something like 70 lock ups…there were roughly 100 doors. That’s when i got suspicious and stopped blaming myself for sucking at the job and having a bad memory.
I had the same trainer for all of these posts…then his live in girlfriend shot him in the back of the head, and never had an issue while training on new posts again after she did the world a favor.
Believe in yourself, and if you feel like there’s someone trying to sabotage you, you’re probably right.