Im really struggling today. I work in IT doing graphic design, multimedia video production, print, UX/UI, multiweb script builds, photography, marketing, marketing analytics, creative strategy development, animation, and any “duty as assigned” by our micromanaging narcissist ungrateful belittling CEO. They never conceptualize the behind the scenes processes for projects. I am “juggling” (he said to multitask which I find horrendously incorrect for this kind of work) about four intensive projects that are all demanded to be due by the first of June. I dont even have the content to a few and tomorrow is the first. I do my best to work as hard and as fast as I can but Im the only one doing it in the entire agency… I know it’s my own fault for doing it to a standard I hold of myself. I cried in the bathroom. Once again they dont care about my efforts and they just think I can turn it around. I need time. Projects that with a team of 10 can finish within a month, I am forced to do all by myself within a week. It’s choking. I know I can do it but I know Im drastically underpaid after 5 years of grind. Im burnt out. Please give words of advice. I cant leave my job and I have to stay. I just need a joke or something positive. Im really struggling to understand why I sacrificed my life in schools to be in this working position and Im still disrespected. I dont even think Ill ever afford a vacation anywhere if they ever give me the vacation time. Please send words of hope or jokes or something