I’m 27f, have a small child, and my job has been getting to me the entire 2.5 years I’ve had it. I’ve busted my ass so hard at said job that I lost 120 pounds. So many days of being alone and running the whole thing on my own. Before I even started this job I was diagnosed with severe anxiety, severe depression, and bipolar. I’ve done really good though as a giant goal of mine was to find a nice place to live for my kid and I.
This month has been awful for my mental… I’ve been calling off because of panic attacks which lead me to being broke and stressed. My boyfriend of 10 years or so was in the hospital for his own mental health issues and I’ve been trying to take care of him since he got out. But I guess it triggered my own. I came into work today, had a breakdown in front of the coworkers I have that are nice and lovely. Just not the management. And I tried to continue about my day but I couldn’t get the panic attack to end.
Told them I couldn’t do this anymore and left. Now I feel so guilty. Please don’t say anything mean or that I’m stupid knowing I have a kid to take care of… I know, I can barely function writing this out I feel so bad. Part of me just wants to hide and run away because of the guilt I don’t know what to do