i feel like I have put a lot effort for nothing, and i believe i will get less hike even though i work hard and do a good job, simply because i dont raise my voice, other are very demanding and i might always take a hit.
I am worried because even if i change the company, simply because i dont show off and speak out my disappointment, or cant negotiate better, i might end up with less reward every time.
Is there not a company where my hike will always dependant on my on paper performance, than showoff or being vocal of literally everything??